I have learned a lot in the last few weeks. It is amazing, what God keeps showing me. I am so much stronger than I thought I was. I also have so many people in my life that I never ever knew were there. I am so blessed. I am healing and changing. I may not have the things I want but that is just it…it ISN’T about what I want. It is about the plans that God has for me. That what He wants is so far better then anything I could ever dream up.  So I sit and I wait in silence for His voice. Everything I want…acceptance, love, strength, an equal, a partner, everything is in His hands.